It has been a long long time since my last post. Many thing happen during this period and i think i don't want to talk about it that detail~ I will mention it if necessary :) haha. As I'm writing this post, few more hour after that will be my birthday :) 28th August is always a special date for me, the time to received wishes and presents from my beloved friends and family, the day that I feel so warm even it's raining season now.
Good thing is that I just finish my mid term test, so I don't have to study on my birthday at least. Now just relaxing, but still have 3, i mean 5 report to settle. So many thing to do, life is so busy ~sigh~
One of the most important part of birthday~ wish ~
Actually there are nothing special that I really want for this year, seems that I have everything I need for now :) , is just that part of my heart still feel empty inside, still waiting my love. It might be not appropriated to think about this now, but I really hoping to meet that special person, just wish to fall in love for real and able to love. If only she can be my love, but no more chances, she already have boyfriend and she told me she still love him, and so I decided to forget of her and just be good friend, something that I'm still trying to do.
So now I just put this love matter aside and have GOD to show me the road :) Hoping not very far from now I will meet the girl I love and she love me too. That will be wonderful :) Now I just wish that I can do well for my study, not only this semester but also for the rest of my university life and get honour in my result. Must work really hard to achieve that :)
I won't be posting much during my study as my life is getting more and more busy, well not much people is coming to view my blog anyway so that won't be a much problem for me :)
The End~
P/S: Happy birthday to me and to every other people who share the same birthday with me :)
And my sis in Uni now :)
Today is the 1st day of my 3rd sem life. I reach here at Kg.Wai, Kuala Perlis yesterday afternoon and live in KKD26 with my new roommate and housemate. It's kind of sad, to be seperate from my previous roommate and housemate, as I really enjoy live with them. The house has 4 malay and 3 chinese (include me), and I have no idea what is all the malay name is. That was yesterday.
I wake up at 8.30a.m today. I didn't have a very good sleep whole night as I keep thinking of her. Worry about her reaching here early in the morning, want to know if she is alright every moment. I miss her so much as I cannot reach her for the past 2 week, you all might probably think just two week but it's a long period for me. I continue to wake up about every 15 minutes, then stare at my handphone, wonder if she already reaches Kangar.
After I wake up at 8.30a.m, brush my teeth and wash my face, all my coursemate were busying moving their boxes of stuff they store in store-room, and some of them don't want to go for class as they busy unpacking all the things. So I just follow them and sleep in my room, haha, skipping class on the very first day of semester. I sleep til around 12p.m and went out for lunch with my friends, that time I call my sis and ask about class. She told me that the lecturer of my Solid Mechanics class give them quiz, on the very first day of semester=.="", but my sis help me to fill in my attendance and do my quiz and pass up for me, what can I say, you are my favourite sis :)
Next time treat you eat lo :)
Beside studying, the important thing after study is she, the girl that I care very much :) I plan to meet her tonight and talk with her about holiday and how she has been for the past two month. I really really looking forward to meet her but suddenlly something came out. The malay from KKD 20A come to our house and negotiate with us(chinese) about changing houses with us. We agree with them and start packing our things again and move it all to the other house. Repacking, cleaning, arranging, everything til the night turn old~~I send her msg ask her to forgive me and she told me nevermind :) I think tomorrow I will ask her out again, hope she will agree and we will meet each other and have wonderful moment together :)
Now I'm living with my coursemate in KKD20A, all of them are chinese. I hope we all can live together happily and harmony :)
The End~
A few more hour later, the moment I wake up tomorrow will be the mark of a new beginning of my 3rd semester in UniMAP. I feeling half of my heart want to go back and half of it still want enjoy holiday, but I have to return to Kg.Wai anyway. Just today I found out that my coursemate give me the wrong information earlier and my new living place is actually KKD-26-3A. Mean that I won't be same house with my previous housemate anymore and live with my other coursemate. I'm shock at first but there is nothing I can do, have to return Kg.Wai first and discuss with others about any possible plan to change house/room.
As I move my every single thing back home during end of 2nd semester, I have to pack up all the things back again, took me some hour to get it done. I was hoping that I can drive my dad's old car but he didn't seems to trust me enough yet so I guess I have to spend another semester with the stupid bus management. I hope that this time they can improve their service quality much much more.
The last thing is still about her. She did not reply my sms til now, but I still hoping to meet her tomorrow, as soon as I reach Kg.Wai. I starting to think about how she will react once she sees me. Izzit the confusing look that she always look at me or that happy smile that make me fall for her again and again. After 2 month of seperation, I don't know whether is it a good thing or a bad thing, I can only know by meeting her, and that time I hope she can give the answer that I have been looking for this past 2 month.
Well, that's it, my semester break sayonara~ The period is sometimes boring, sometimes painful, sometimes happy, sometimes excited, and now after rest for so long I will continue my very main objective: To score 3.65 or higher in my 3rd semester GPA result.
I hope to score in academic and in love too, wish me good luck k :)
Seeing you soon, I want to tell you that I miss you the very first moment we meet.
The End~